Should i write a blog............ ???

I think i wont be the first one to have this question.

I was thinking this for quite some time now. (approximately for 2 years). I should admit this without much shame that I envied many of my blogger friends and wanted always to write somthing. I think i have already written 10-15 blogs all in my imagination.... :(

You know, I am not a person who is good at it. I can just talk blah blah.... but when it comes to composing some ideas together and neating them into a sweeter, in my case it would become only a hanky. This was the inherent feeling for not going till the distance and only virtually blogging. I mean blocking my thoughts.

There is other view to it too - so what, if many people these days have time to waste...??? Do I have any right to hammer my ideas onto their empty minds and just make them more bored. Nobody is going to read this and even if I scribed something that would only showcase my own intellectual and verbal dwarfness. So its better to keep this talent (:P) hidden. (झाकली मुठ सव्वा लाखाची.....)

These are some of the few reasons for not going to the distance by wrtting a blog and just checking few shots with funny status messages. (आय पी एल इफेक्ट....)

So what exactly chaged this midset. Do I have answer to this quesstion...?? No I guess, it just happened suddenly. I started tyoing without thinking much and here I am in fact I have composed more 20 lines. And all are on same topic.

Ohh so is this the technique to write a blog. Select a topic stop thinking astart typing and if everything goes right u just get a flow of ideas. Now what u need to do is to build a barricade that would guide these ideas into a consistent flow. Wow thats simple. But again this isn't blogging. I am just talking to myself. And as i already know i am good at doing blah blah........ I think my effort is in vein.

I guess this is getting out of my hands (rate at which I am thinking is beyond my typing speed :P) So its better to stop this nonsense and come up with some definate framework of ideas letar.

So friends sry to trouble u .............